Monday, September 13

"History will be kind to me for I intend to write it."


Today was my 1100 calorie day. i had:



  • Meatball mariana - 319 Calories
  • A roll - 75 calories
  • 2 chunks of chocolate - 70 calories
  • chicken - 250 calories
  • peas - 70 calories
  • a boiled potatoe - 100 calories
  • 2 sausages - 200 calories
Total: 1084 Calories :|



Sunday, September 12

New start

Okay, i did use the blog as a place to post tips & thinspo etc but i got into recovery and i got slightly better but now im starting collage its all comeing back so i have decided to use this blog as my diary of my year in collage.
okay lets start with the basics:
My name is Rhi
Im from the UK
I have had an ED since i was 13
I am 16.
I am doing Maths, Chem, Phys, Bio for A levels
Im 5'9 and 120 pounds.
Im 35-23-33
and to start this thing off i have a new diet thats stating frmo tomorow
its like the ABC but you add 600 calories each day because i know if i go down low streight away i will fail and binge and gain weight so this is it:
1.) 1100
2.) 1100
3.) 900
4.) 1000
5.) 700
6.) 800
7.) 900
8.) 1000
9.) 1100
10.) 600
11.) 750
12.) 800
13.) 1000
14.) 950
15.) 850
16.) 800
17.) 600
18.) 800
19.) 700
20.) 600
21.) 900
22.) 850
23.) 800
24.) 750
25.) 700
26.) 650
27.) 700
28.) 800
29.) 800
30.) 900
31.) 1700
32.) 600
33.) 850
34.) 950
35.) 1050
36.) 600
37.) 1100
38.) 1050
39.) 1000
40.) 950
41.) 900
42.) 850
43.) 800
44.) 800
45.) 850
46.) 800
47.) 900
48.) 800
49.) 750
50.) 600
So thats my plan and so like i have said im going to describe my life on this blog and how my life will change and my emotians and of course my weight loss and gain :|